Disappointed

I have disappointed everyone

Who believed in me

From the first day of school

Until my last breath

Teachers tried to teach me

But I just could not learn

The harder they tried

The less I learned

I disappointed them

My mother tried every day

But gave up on me

Telling me all that I needed to know

Was how to sign my name

I disappointed her

My father kept my country free

And stayed away from me

I must have

Disappointed him

I hid it from my friends

Most could not tell

That I did not know

My left from my right

But when we played

I did not know which way to turn

I disappointed them

My lovers I did not tell

That I could not read

The love letters they sent

I disappointed them

When I met my true love

It scared me to let her know

That I would never be

What she wanted me to be

I disappointed her

Now I’m growing old and sometimes

Cannot even spell my name

I’ve disappointed myself

At the end of my time

Will I disappoint Him

Or will He smile

And say, “I understand”

“You are home at last"

"Never to disappoint again


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